Hell

I believe Hell is a place of complete loneliness. Where you're always doubting yourself because there is no one there to reassure you. It's not a quiet place. It's a place where demons are screaming insults and lies are dripping off of their fangs as they bite into you. You feel like your existance is meaningless. And you wonder why do I deserve this. You try to climb out of it, which is futile. This is a reality that will never change until you are truely rescued. There's no human being on this earth that can rescue you. Only you know in your heart the way out, but it takes true courage. Right now, courage has been ejected so far out of me, I can't see it.

"Good Behavior"
by Plumb

I was frozen in a fragile world
Of make believe and empty lies
Twisting the rules
Of a virtuous game

And captured by the thought of fear
And loneliness afraid to cry
Suffocating trying to scream

Cause I wanted out now
To find myself

Cause perfect only makes you crazy
there is no way that it could save me
I'm sick of feeling like a trader
Is this the price for good behavior?

Oh my naked skin
Feels the warmth of the sun
My eyes are open
To the brightness of life

I'm driven by a force so free
To live this life not paralyzed
But with reckless abandon
So now I can breath

Cause I wanted out

To find myself

Cause perfect only makes you crazy
there is no way that it could save me
I'm sick of feeling like a trader
Is this the price for good behavior?

Don't do this
Don't do that
You will be
Out abandoned

Cause perfect only makes you crazy
there is no way that it could save me
I'm sick of feeling like a trader
Is this the price for good behavior?